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Molly-Mae Hague broke down in tears as she cradled her baby Bambi in her first vlog since giving birth.
The new mum, 23, sat down to tell fans her birth story in a video on her YouTube channel, after she and partner Tommy Fury welcomed their daughter.
Molly explained to viewers how Tommy was there to see 'the full birth', admitted the 'nasty' reaction to her baby name reveal shocked her, and threw some shade towards her boyfriend's boxing rival Jake Paul.
The besotted mum revealed how she filmed her entire labour and birth last month and recalled a scary moment in the delivery room when doctors were concerned about her unborn baby.
Within seconds of the video Molly started crying as she held Bambi, telling fans: "This is me just crying all of the time, so emotional."
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Molly-Mae Hague gets emotional over daughter Bambi during the sweet vlog (YouTube/MollyMae)She told followers that the video marked two weeks since the birth and she has been breast feeding Bambi.
She went on: "I was really nervous to sit down and film this video," telling fans she hadn't slept in about two weeks.
Molly explained the video would also be about her first week as a mum, saying it's "The craziest thing ever that has happened to me but also the best thing."
"I have connected to Bambi on a whole other level", she added.
The Love Island star explained that while pregnant she didn't want to pressure herself into instantly feeling the "crazy undying love that everyone talks about because sometimes that doesn't come straight away."
She was particularly aware of this as her mum suffered with post natal depression, she said.
Molly was nervous to film the video (YouTube/MollyMae)But, she explained: "The moment she was born I just connected to her on a whole other level."
Fighting back tears, Molly explained "there's nothing on this planet I wouldn't do for her. I would take a bullet for her.
"Your whole world just becomes about them. You don't matter."
New dad Tommy made a cameo appearance in his partner's birthing video, as the mum-of-one explained: "Tommy watched the whole process. He literally watched everything. He also watched me giving full birth to Bambi. He saw everything, he absolutely loved it."
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Going on, the Love Island star said: "I didn't know if he would want to look at things like that, but he saw my waters get broken, he saw my mucus plug fly out when the waters broke."
Tommy 'loved' watching his girlfriend give birth (YouTube/MollyMae)The boxer, 23, then walked into the room, and Molly asked him how he found watching the birth.
"It was like a science lesson class but in real life," he said.
"It was the best things I have seen in my life. When you see it, it's the most beautiful experience, it's pure."
However, not everything has been such a beautiful experience for the star during her first few weeks as a new mum.
Molly admitted in her vlog how the reaction to her daughter's name took her by surprised and reminded her how "nasty" the world can be.
She recalls: "The long awaited name reveal was a really hard day for me, I'll be completely honest with you.
Molly shared this snap to reveal Bambi's name to her Instagram followers (mollymae/Instagram)
The new mum admits she was shocked by some of the negative comments on the post (Instagram)"I had to switch the Instagram comments off on that post. I was brought back down to earth very quickly and [reminded] how nasty this world can be."
Molly-Mae went on to explain how she and Tommy had "always known our first baby girl was going to be called Bambi" so to them, the name wasn't unusual.
"I know it is unusual and unique, and not to everyone's tastes, but when we announced it... it's just a beautiful name... but two seconds after posting it? Oh my God!" Molly-Mae adds when sharing her birth story on YouTube.
"I don't know why I'm talking about this as it's supposed to be a really positive video, but yeah..."
Molly went on to discuss happier experiences in her vlog (YouTube/MollyMae)Molly has been keeping fans up to date with new parenthood, earlier sharing her daughter's "traumatic experience".
Posting on Instagram Stories, she shared a picture of herself cradling Bambi in a grey blanket.
"My teeny tiny girl," Molly began. "Sometimes nappy changes changes are that traumatic for her that we don't make it to the reclothing stage so we just snuggle up in blankets and cuddle until she's calm again."
The Love Island star was dressed in a grey hoodie with her blonde hair tied up in a bun.
Ahead of sharing her birthing story, Molly-Mae said how apprehensive she was to film the video.
"I really want to film my birth story today but I'm so nervous to get back in front of the camera," she wrote on Instagram earlier this week.
"I'm not sure if my brain is working yet and if I try to do it and fail then I know that'll really upset/frustrate me. I really want to catch you all up! Dilemmas."
Molly's baby girl was born last month and the influencer has confirmed she had a natural birth.
Welcoming Bambi into the world, she shared three Polaroid snaps as she and Tommy Fury enjoyed their first moments of parenthood.
One photograph showed Molly at the start of the labour, a second was of baby Bambi in her hospital cot and a third photo showed Tommy leaning over the cot to kiss the newborn.